East to West (March 29th)

I’m sitting here preparing music for tomorrow’s worship service because it’s Youth Sunday.  One of my all time favorite Bands is Casting Crowns so I pop in their latest for inspiration.  Track 4 East to West starts playing and I realize this was for me today.  I will play it tomorrow during altar call but the words touched me so today I had to share. 

East to West

Here I am Lord and I’m drowning
In your sea of forgetfulness
The chains of yesterday surround me
I yearn for peace and rest
I don’t want to end up where you found me
And it echoes in my mind
Keeps me awake tonight
I know you’ve cast my sins as far
As the East is from the West
And I stand before you now as
As though I’ve never sinned but today
I feel like I’m just one mistake away
From you leaving me this way

Jesus can you show me
Just how far the East is from the West
Cause I can’t bear to see the man I’ve been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
Cause you know just how far the East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other

I start the day the war begins
*End*less reminding of my sin
Time and time again
Your truth Is drowned out by the storm I’m in
Today I feel like I’m just one mistake away
From you leaving me this way

Jesus can you show me
Just how far the East is from the West
Cause I can’t bear to see the man I’ve been
Come rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest
Cause you know just how far the East is from the West
From one scarred hand to the other

I know you’ve washed me white
Turned my darkness into light
I need your peace to get me through
To get me through this night
I can’t live by what I feel
But by the truth your word reveals
I’m not holding on to you
But your holding on to me
Your holding on to me

Jesus, you know just how far
The East is from the West
I don’t have to see the man I’ve been
Rising up in me again
In the arms of your mercy I find rest

No matter how far I get He is always waiting there for me to come back.  I never want to be the unhappy person I was before I let God into my life and this song reminded me of that.  No matter what happens in my life or what has happened in my life recently He is my reason for joy and always will be.